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Message 139650 (In Reply to Message 139381)

Posted by swla on Sep 11, 2004 08:39 AM | Also by swla

Gender: Male, Age Bracket: 30 - 39, State: Missouri, Country: United States

Oh, and one more question.

What is normal?

Do you mean just those out there that don't have to register? Those who keep secrets about whatever in their lives and torment themselves daily over it? And whatever else that people daily put themselves through because of the stress, small problems that they put too much time into, and whatever else you can think of. If that is normal, then I personally don't want any part of it. I would rather be abnormal, and safe in the fact of what I have learned to better enrich my life, than to be normal. I learn something new each day about myself now. Where I see fault, I try to improve and change my ways. Unlike a lot of normal people. I am able to ask another when I can't answer it myself. I am more humble now than I ever was, if I ever was humble. I used to know everything, and had to have people see it my way as well. If not, I would hold a grudge against that person and that person didn't even know I was. My life was/still is screwy in certain ways. But now, I am more willing than ever to try and change who I was to better myself, for myself, and reap the rewards that come with that change. I used to be normal. Look where it took me. I just love so much more being abnormal now.

swla

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Message 139381

Posted by JakeLF on Sep 03, 2004 09:09 PM | Also by JakeLF

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Hello everyone, this is JakeLF as you can see. I am doing good, therapy is going well and I feel like I am once again normal like the rest of the people out there except for the fact that I am a SO and pedophile. Though being those two things really doesn't bother me that much at all. Yeah I am attracted to children but I am not going to let that drive my life. I used to think that when I met people that I had to tell them of my past, but I have realized that I really don't have to. That is what I used to be and I am not that way anymore, so why tell people how I use to be when they are trying to know me for who I am and not the past.

Yes the feelings for children do surface when I am in a public place but they dont stay around as long. I have found that when I am aroused in public by a child to escape to the bathroom and take care of that problem then the rest of the day I am okay. Yeah that may sound perverted but it sure does help me out big time with my non stop emotions and feelings for children. Group therapy is going very well and I am learning alot about myself and other people. Heck in a few months I will be a pro at this. I am starting to accept the bad things that I have done in the past and not feeling like I have to give myself so much crap for it. I screwed up and I will live with that for the rest of my living life. Anyway just wanted to say that I am still alive and that I am not in prison or anything like that. Take care everyone.

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139381, JakeLF, Sep 03, 2004 09:09 PM
      139388, TGoodman, Sep 03, 2004 11:29 PM [Jake]
      139393, dp1, Sep 03, 2004 11:53 PM
      139422, Silverthorne, Sep 04, 2004 06:53 PM
            139431, JakeLF, Sep 05, 2004 02:01 AM
      139544, poetsdreamscape, Sep 09, 2004 12:33 AM [amonia capsules]
            139594, Silverthorne, Sep 09, 2004 11:34 PM
                  139646, swla, Sep 11, 2004 07:33 AM
      139650, swla, Sep 11, 2004 08:39 AM

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