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Forum: The Other Side
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Message 139381
Posted by JakeLF
on Sep 03, 2004 09:09 PM | Also by JakeLF
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Hello everyone, this is JakeLF as you can see. I am doing good, therapy is going well and I feel like I am once again normal like the rest of the people out there except for the fact that I am a SO and pedophile. Though being those two things really doesn't bother me that much at all. Yeah I am attracted to children but I am not going to let that drive my life. I used to think that when I met people that I had to tell them of my past, but I have realized that I really don't have to. That is what I used to be and I am not that way anymore, so why tell people how I use to be when they are trying to know me for who I am and not the past.
Yes the feelings for children do surface when I am in a public place but they dont stay around as long. I have found that when I am aroused in public by a child to escape to the bathroom and take care of that problem then the rest of the day I am okay. Yeah that may sound perverted but it sure does help me out big time with my non stop emotions and feelings for children. Group therapy is going very well and I am learning alot about myself and other people. Heck in a few months I will be a pro at this. I am starting to accept the bad things that I have done in the past and not feeling like I have to give myself so much crap for it. I screwed up and I will live with that for the rest of my living life. Anyway just wanted to say that I am still alive and that I am not in prison or anything like that. Take care everyone.
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139381, JakeLF, Sep 03, 2004 09:09 PM
139388, TGoodman, Sep 03, 2004 11:29 PM [Jake]
139393, dp1, Sep 03, 2004 11:53 PM
139422, Silverthorne, Sep 04, 2004 06:53 PM
139431, JakeLF, Sep 05, 2004 02:01 AM
139544, poetsdreamscape, Sep 09, 2004 12:33 AM [amonia capsules]
139594, Silverthorne, Sep 09, 2004 11:34 PM
139646, swla, Sep 11, 2004 07:33 AM
139650, swla, Sep 11, 2004 08:39 AM
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