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Forum: The Other Side
Thread (Discussion): bad thoughts
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Message 138993
Posted by troubled
on Aug 22, 2004 11:42 AM | Also by troubled
| Gender: Male,
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Country: United States |
ok. so i'm new hear. committed acts of SA against a young girl i am very close to. (14- some dry humping a few times- clothed). i now hate myself. nothing has been reported. but that is not to say that nothing ever will be. but as for now i am so conflicted and consumed by guilt and shame and remorse that all i can think of is suicide. over and over. i just don't want to live anymore. it feels horrible. whenever i think about her, healing, the pain i caused, my heart feels like it skips a beat and my chest and arms go cold. i miss this family and i hate myself. there seems like no way out. if i can't be a part of their family or if i will go to jail, i'm sure i'll end my own life. how alone and am?
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138993, troubled, Aug 22, 2004 11:42 AM
139023, brennus, Aug 23, 2004 01:45 AM
139047, Silverthorne, Aug 23, 2004 07:35 AM
139055, truechange, Aug 23, 2004 01:31 PM [remorse]
139061, truechange, Aug 23, 2004 03:15 PM [help]
139175, Lorelei, Aug 27, 2004 01:37 AM [a good thought]
139105, poetsdreamscape, Aug 25, 2004 12:27 AM [change]
139110, dp1, Aug 25, 2004 01:34 AM
139126, 1dadof5, Aug 25, 2004 08:53 PM [keep the faith]
139574, assumption18, Sep 09, 2004 01:00 PM [well]
139647, swla, Sep 11, 2004 08:15 AM
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