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Forum: The Other Side
Thread (Discussion): Dealing with Pedophilia
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Message 136386 (In Reply to Message 136002)
Coping with Pedophilia
Posted by JakeLF
on Jun 22, 2004 03:17 AM | Also by JakeLF
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It is really hard for me to try and control my sexual urges towards children since they are a pretty much 24/7 feeling that really never goes away. I cope by seeing a therapist and talking about my desires and feelings towards children. I recently came out to my therapist and told him that I have an exclusive attraction towards children and that I have no feelings for adults at all sexually. He has told me that we will work on that but I honestly feel that its really not going away.
I don't look at children as sexual objects as I did years ago when I was molesting children. Molesting my niece and being caught with her was the first time being caught, not the first time being with a child. I yearn to have a closeness with children, mostly on a relationship basis more than anything else, though it would be extremely hard to hold back the sexual feelings I have for children.
As with not going out and molesting again I look at that I am most likely being watched more than I was before. I was around a friend that has given me a 2nd chance and her 3yo daughter was running around nude after getting away from my friends lover, I was in a state of shock because I found myself being aroused by this 3yo girl. I basically got up and told my friend that I had to leave because feelings were overcoming me, she respected that and so I left.
My self control is alot better than in the past where I would find anyway possible to molest that child. For most people in society they would probably think that I should never have been released since I still have feelings for children. People really don't realize that as a pedophile its not something that goes away, they don't try and deal with child molesters in prison, they just lock you up and thats it.. I am trying to deal with it as much as I can with my therapist but that is a slow process.
Its hard for me to offer any advice when I am still struggling with my attraction towards children.
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Message 136002
Jake
Posted by dp1
on Jun 14, 2004 01:46 AM | Also by dp1
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135981, JakeLF, Jun 13, 2004 07:37 PM
136002, dp1, Jun 14, 2004 01:46 AM [Jake]
136386, JakeLF, Jun 22, 2004 03:17 AM [Coping with Pedophilia]
136666, Silverthorne, Jun 28, 2004 06:22 AM [Jake]
136062, Silverthorne, Jun 15, 2004 07:28 AM
136091, fallenone, Jun 15, 2004 09:02 PM
137199, FrustratedMi, Jul 10, 2004 08:04 AM [from a SO's Ex]
137242, WalkingTheLine, Jul 11, 2004 12:36 AM
137298, assumption18, Jul 12, 2004 01:21 AM [Well put]
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