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Message 135936 (In Reply to Message 135930)
Innocence?

Posted by fallenone on Jun 12, 2004 04:26 PM | Also by fallenone

Gender: N/A, Age Bracket: N/A, State: Ohio, Country: United States

We've never seen past the concept that children are so innocent and so fragile that we cannot contemplate there are Lolitas out there. not to excuse my indiscretion of course but there are young people out there willing to have sexual relations with older people. One of my girlfriends I had as a young teenager lost her virginity at age 11 to a 28 year old and was very promiscuous. Does that make it right? Of course not! But I merely say we see certain things through rose-colored glasses. I wish I had saved the letters "Rose" had wrote me to verify what I had said in my testimony. As someone who USED to be shy, at that time I'd never say the things she said to me unless I was married to the person.

But that is why I take the stand I do. Younger children just annoy me, but young teens I avoid like the plague. the irony is Excpt for Rose the youngest person I've ever date was my exwife. I usually date people in their 30s and 40s because even "college kids" I find to be immature. My story was bare bones and I didn't get into details about other aspects of my life, but I hope you can tell by my testimony I didn't have the best of upbringing. I've always lived in the worst of circumstances and it has shaped my view to make me the fallen one I am today

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Message 135930

Posted by orolan on Jun 12, 2004 03:02 PM | Also by orolan

Gender: Male, Age Bracket: N/A, State: N/A, Country: United States

<blockquote><span class="mb-quote"> i cannot tolerate being crowded for one. I don't like sitting between two people, or between a person and a wall</span></blockquote>
We call this a "Mafia instinct". I hate having someone walk close behind me. I hate crowds. I hate being in a room with my back to the door, and when I go to a restaurant I have to sit where I can see the entrance. I prefer booths rather than open tables.

<blockquote><span class="mb-quote">Nor can I stand being around kids.</span></blockquote>
I love kids. They make the sun shine. I enjoy being around them, talking to them, watching them. Two things I don't do. I'm never alone with them. Ever. And I NEVER touch them. This actually has come up with my best friend and his kids. One of them commented to her stepmother that I "must think she has cooties", because whenever she got close to me or walked past me I visibly moved further away (kids are very perceptive).
I certainly don't advocate you change your views on kids. Heck, there are plenty of people in the world who can't stand kids who aren't sex offenders. Sadly, some of them actually HAVE kids:-( If they bug you, stay away from them.
I do exercise extreme caution in public, and I keep my thoughts to myself. Before my offense I would think nothing of commenting to a parent that their baby was cute, their little boy looked like he would be a good football player, their daughter was quite pretty, etc. Now I keep my mouth shut and don't even acknowledge that there is a child. There is no telling who else is around that recognizes me and will stir up a hornet's nest if they see me discussing a child with a parent.

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135628, fallenone, Jun 07, 2004 06:53 PM [Part 1]
      135634, brennus, Jun 07, 2004 11:07 PM
      135638, dp1, Jun 08, 2004 02:11 AM
            135672, fallenone, Jun 08, 2004 06:37 PM [slight clarification]
                  135683, Silverthorne, Jun 08, 2004 08:03 PM [Why not?]
                        135688, fallenone, Jun 08, 2004 09:04 PM
                  135707, dp1, Jun 09, 2004 03:06 AM [F1]
                        135770, fallenone, Jun 09, 2004 06:00 PM
                              135887, dp1, Jun 11, 2004 05:39 AM [Crystal]
                                    135899, fallenone, Jun 11, 2004 05:59 PM [Are you catching up yet DP?]
                                          135928, dp1, Jun 12, 2004 01:52 PM [F1]
      135689, fallenone, Jun 08, 2004 09:44 PM [Fallen Hope Part Deux]
            135854, fallenone, Jun 10, 2004 07:29 PM [Side effects]
                  135866, scarlett, Jun 11, 2004 02:47 AM [Fallen...]
                        135900, fallenone, Jun 11, 2004 06:04 PM [Lady Scarlett]
                        135933, orolan, Jun 12, 2004 03:06 PM [Scarlett]
                  135930, orolan, Jun 12, 2004 03:02 PM
                        135936, fallenone, Jun 12, 2004 04:26 PM [Innocence?]
                              137206, tryingtosurvive, Jul 10, 2004 02:28 PM [Brave words well spoken]

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