Forum: Victims and Survivors Corner

Thread (Discussion): Help for momhelpingbyherself

Is there anyone in here that can explain to me, for myself, why i am having nightmares, since my stepfather got out of jail? He isn't in my nightmares? My mother is! My daughter was the victim. My step-sister was a victim of Hurricane Rita, her own dad didn't care to stay home to see if she was ok. I am called to see how she would get in touch with FEMA, because i have history on it, sadly enough. But I have nightmare yesterday, needing my mother, and when i call her, she tells me, should have thought of that before. Now that is pretty messed up! wouldn't you agree. I have been having these dreams for over a month. I didn't post in the forum because there are 2 people, who i wont name, who think i am basically to blame for what happened to my daughter. Because my step dad touched me when i was in my middle 20's. Did i think he would touch my daughter who was only 15? NO! So see, people, are scared. I am opening myself now, for ridicule that i know will come. But, i am strong enough to take it. Do you think that others will be at first? I have had to deal with the guilt now for a year. It doesn't get any easier for me. especially when people love to point it out to me. I am just trying to show you how new people who come into the forum and may actually not be able to post in the general forum at first may feel. and that is my opinion, and i am not trying to argue, as you suggested earlier in one of your posts to me.

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